something strange just happened to me. cindy just updated her pic. and i got so happy.
is it just me or do other people take pride in seeing on-line friends for the first time?
remember when admin finally turned around? so cute.
i could pick dammitjanet out of a Crowd of Crazy People, as long as she was eating cake. i had to find out what deistbrawler looked like through his deviantArt page. Mel is a bottle of Yellowtail. i wish i knew where brite was standing in her profile. Xtreme *used to* try to hide his face, then he turned chickenshit and took the pic down.
i don't know why you people affect me like you do. or why i took my guards down. i come in contact with Hundreds of my close neighbors every single day, but i really don't talk to many RL people with the ease i do around here (and of course, in the pa-motherland).
it's not like i'm shy. i was class clown in school and everyone's favorite trip-toy in college. but as i've gotten older, i'm become a little introverted, if only because i'm weary of being misunderstood. my family is a million miles away, and headed for Heaven. the small family i've made for myself isn't perfect either.
and sometimes, it's just easier to Not deal with any of them.
but Trouble has the best smile and looking at her pic makes me so proud.
wow, it's been a terribly long day and i didn't mean to start all this (damn you, cindy) and i've gone and upset myself and why am i Drinking? i don't ever think i'll get to know what AvB looks like, and i hate myself for publicly announcing that this has made me cry. twice. today.
this is a ridiculous post, i'm sure. i'm afraid to even proof it.
better not.
*click*
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Sir, you have a family here and we all love and care about you. It's a fact and you can ask anyone of us.
ReplyDeleteDon't be sad, don't be down... we're always here and you can always talk to us, okay?
I know exactly how you feel. Doc's right--you've found an amazing group of people who will pick you up and make you laugh when you need it. Welcome to the fold. (I'm glad you didn't proof)
ReplyDeleteWell isn't that funny/strange/wonderful. Around lunchtime yesterday I was thinking about you gp, and how getting to know you has been such fun and how you sometimes make me cry...because you are so honest and so sweet and I think you are a very rare creature indeed.
ReplyDeleteMy profile pic was taken at Ouchy, on the shore of Lac Leman in Swizterland, about a 30 minute drive from my home.
I LOVE seeing people's pics. I got totally happy when you put up the one with the puppy licking you in the face, where your face wasn't hidden behind a bird or a big gross bug.
ReplyDeleteAnd just for you, I've changed my pic. It's my pretentious self-portrait. Tres hot, n'est pas? ;D (disclaimer: this picture is several years old. I'm very slightly less hot now. But only slightly.)
p.s. if you joined us in the FB world, you'd know how hot ALL of the Pajibans are... We are a em-effin' good looking group.
p.p.s. I never cry when I think of you. I think of what an awesome sense of humor you have, and how we would get along very well, and how I love oyu even though I've never met you, and how i wish you lived closer to me because then I would stalk you, and I'd do dirty things to you, and you'd get all squicked out because I have girl parts. And then we'd go out for drinks and we'd laugh and laugh...
p.p.p.s. <3 you, Sugar!
Also, I've decided (though it took me a long time to come to this decision) that I am who I am, and I'm not hiding it or diluting it, and if anyone has a problem with it, well, it reflects more on them than it does on me. My life has been so much easier since I came to that decision. It has become less... wearying.
ReplyDeleteWOW! thank you guys! i was tippingly tipsy after a hard day and i should really stay away from blogging when that happens.
ReplyDeletei think my one big question after all this is: ouchy? why can't i be an ouchyian? or is it ouchyite?
also, OMG i can see AVB! you look like i pictured you! did you ever mention you were brunette? how did i guess that? and the heaving bosom is awesome (see, in my head, that picture is animated with the breathing and the swelling)
it's quite easy to live not 10 minutes away from me and NOT stalk though, just ask spender!
again, thanks for cheering me up, y'all.
Late to the party again. Fashionably I may add. I;m just going to come right out and say that we're the awesomest group of people that ever awesomed the awesome hole in our awesome orgy. There.
ReplyDeleteIt is nice putting a face to a name, isn't it? Although I don't post a photo in Blogger-land, because I like to think I have some anonymity that way. As far as I know, none of my in-person friends are aware that I have a blog, and I really want it to stay that way; if someone I know should stumble upon Happy Apathy, I like to think they won't connect it to me without a photo. Probably delusional of me, but there you go. If it's any consolation, I really AM a pale chick with reddish-brownish hair, blue eyes and glasses.
ReplyDeleteNow, in Facebookland, there's loads of photos of me. *Now* will you join us on the dark side?
I agree...join us in the world that is facebook.
ReplyDelete"Gooble gobble gooble gobble we will make you one of us."
I have lots of photos on FB too... you should come play with us over there!
ReplyDeleteBut until you do... I have changed my profile pic for you. :)
ha! there's melly mel! and i don't know if i could see a non-cartoon meaux, it would be like seeing a simpson in the flesh. or omg, how creepy would a living spongebob be...
ReplyDeleteactually i do have a facebook id and password but never got around to setting things up. besides, i heard it was like crack cocaine. i guess i'll have to do so soon. it's like everyone keeps saying there's a big party downtown and i'm all, i love those people, but the locale is scary, big fucking warehouse-y facebook. what if someone i don't know slips me a mickey and tries to take advantage of me?
also, deist, i've been listening to 'freaks' off the hedwig soundtrack like 3 times in a row now thanks to you!
Honey, if anybody's gonna slip you a mickey, it's gonna be me.
ReplyDeleteGolly, I guess I shouldn't mention that I have yellow dimpled skin and square pants in all my FB photos....
ReplyDeleteEven LATER to the party, but I do agree, there are days when I am jealous of all the big-city people that can go to the PajiBacon meet-ups (almost typed meat-ups, that would still kind of work). There are days when I wish I could invite all the bloggy people I am fond of to come sit on my crazy rug and eat pie (you nev er clarified though, pumpkin or apple?) so don't feel bad about getting sentimental ;)
ReplyDeletegp, you damn well know we don't have to slip you anything to slip you anything.
ReplyDeleteFinally got this comment box to load properly (in Safari) *shakes her fist at lousy html*
ReplyDeletegp, sweetie..just so you know it's pronounced ooooshy...which would make a resident an Ouchoise (oooshwaaaz)(I think).
Ms AvB..you teh sexy!Don't hide that light...gp will need it if he ventures over to the darkest corners of Facebook.
And everyone else here and over at Pajiba...you all make my day,everyday!
Dude! Talk about late to the party...and all red-faced now too. I thought I would quietly slip into the little group of faces (do you know how hard it was for me to put my picture out to the world? Very, very, very.)
ReplyDeleteYour post got me all teary-eyed. I too have been wondering why you aren't on that hellhole called. Lainey dragged me kicking and screaming, but you know what, everyone is so warm and welcoming and cool and beautiful, and there are even puppies. So come over, please? It's a very nice family.
Er, that should be hellhole called facebook.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I'm even later to the party. That's what happens when I packed everything up this weekend, including my computer cords (they were tripping me!).
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, my love. It often amazes me that I have this pretty great group of friends that I've never met. And just like my RL friends, I'd do anything for you guys too. Yes, sometimes internet stuff is awful (dating, crimes, etc.), but we've managed to find a jazzy little group of friends who met simply by liking movies. I love you guys...
Please join us on FB! Then I could talk to you while I'm at work! It's not like I'm getting anything done...
Well, I'm now the latest to the party, so there!
ReplyDeleteAnd no worries gp, I'll show up eventually...